Aaron BoodmanFollowApr 14, 2019·1 min read… and yet I hated it. I thought it was because of the routine. I have never had routines in my life. I couldn’t even walk the same route from the bus stop home without dreading the repetitiveness. I also thought it was because I was too emotional. Even during the most joyful moments, a most pain…What was postpartum depression to me?11tsHeh. I have this same exact thing.